02/10/23 THEY PERFORM THEIR LOVE FOR THAT GAZE.
01/10/23 nobody's son nobody's daughter
01/10/23 i hope october is kind to me
30/09/23 what the fuck are modular forms!
30/09/23 I THOUGHT HE WAS A MAN BUT HE WAS JUST A LITTLE BOY
30/09/23 life spirals and the game is rigged
28/09/23 so please, please, please, let me, let me, let me, let me get what i want this time
27/09/23 i can't remember a time where i wasn't afraid of something dreading something or anticipating something that had yet to arrive
26/09/23 feeling sin y - cos x = sin y^{2} - cos x^{2} atm
24/09/23 "making meaning outside of capitalistic modes of meaningfulness (productivity, success, wealth) while making meaning that is both meaningful to your individuality and at odds with hyper individualism"
24/09/23 i do not care about the roman empire i only care about love
23/09/23 there is no system of axioms which can embrace the whole of nature, or for that matter the whole of mathematics ... therefore cannot attain the great wish that we have had ever since the days of Thomas Hobbes and Newton: we will never be able to exhibit the whole of physics one fine day as a gorgeous system with a six axioms and a few operations
23/09/23 girl math is multiplying with roman numerals
22/09/23 it's life that matters, nothing but life—the process of discovering, the everlasting and perpetual process, not the discovery itself, at all
22/09/23 Do you know what a supernova is?
21/09/23 effort is a risky business, riskier than hoping or wanting something you can never have
19/09/23 It should be enough. To make something beautiful should be enough. It isn't. It should be
18/09/23 need a date so we can go as fiona apple and a paper bag for halloween
17/09/23 nothing hits harder than listening to ayesha erotica and zutomayo whilst integrating for an hour straight. would be even better if i could put spotify on 2x speed
16/09/23 ok but should we let catholics inside womens toilets
16/09/23 rousseau ate when he said "It is my test of character. There you have the despotic instinct of men. They do not like cats because the cat is free and will never consent to become a slave. He will do nothing to your order, as the other animals do."
15/09/23 it didn't last long
15/09/23 madness is no longer all i feel. feeling rather at peace right now but i fear this will not last long!
12/09/23 madness is, at this point, all i feel. delusion disguised by confidence and self worry. i've grown tired to always feeling this way. i can definitely say it's the violence keeping itself chained
11/09/23 you'll say you understand but you don't understand, you'll say you'd never give up seeing eye to eye, but never is a promise and you can't afford to lie
10/09/23 there is beauty in relating to others that individualism can't reach. we are far more similar than we are different
09/09/23 i wish i wrote the way i thought; obsessively, incessantly, with maddening hunger
07/09/23 art for art's sake.
06/09/23 this too will pass
05/09/23 'my unworthy useless self praises god in all his glory though i be but a horrid wretched sinner whos only hope be in the salvation of christ' they say in unison
05/09/23 why am i so wise? why am i so clever? why do i write such good books? why am i a destiny? - z
04/09/23 apparently there's more than one pope. crazy world we live in
03/09/23 a morbid longing for the picturesque at all costs
02/09/23 "live laugh love" - Karl Marx
01/09/23 it begins with a song. everything sings. the universe sings for you. the whole universe is humming, setting landmarks in the immeasurable flow of time. - kepler, some time in the 16th century
31/08/23 even if it may be fruitless i like the feeling of walking towards the mountain, the mountain of one day i might make a beautiful thing and i am unfathomably lucky for having this compulsion even if it spirals off into borderline madness and self pity and the depths of the valleys of the highlands
30/08/23 dostoevsky would have loved the smiths
29/08/23 i still crave summer but i crave summer five years ago
29/08/23 i have reason to believe that the cats in my neighborhood are plotting something. expect a major life update soon.
28/08/23 sisyphus was definitely into edging
27/08/23 and it feels like yesterday was a year ago
26/08/23 jealousy, turning saints into the sea
25/08/23 first as tragedy, then as tragedy
24/08/23 do not engage with me. i am better as a concept
23/08/23 i see you in the hallways and i see you as i rush around the corner and sometimes i think about you glimpses of you passing through my head for the briefest of moments
22/08/23 to what extent do economic factors underpin the social issues in society?
22/08/23 to love life, to love it even when you have no stomach for it
21/08/23 im a highschool lover, and you're my favourite flower
20/07/23 "male loneliness epidemic" shut the fuck up
17/08/23 another day passes
15/08/23 i believe that i am on earth to make art consume art and be art. the world is beautiful
13/08/23 what would sandy liang do?
10/08/23 god challenged me by adding seams to clothing
02/08/23 to dedicate your entire existence to your craft. to truly appreciate and understand, to master and manipulate
30/07/23 The proof is trivial and left as an exercise to the reader
29/07/23 nothing is more powerful than a girl with a sense of delusion
28/07/23 passion shining through their expression and their insatiable yearning to discover the seemingly irrelevant secrets of the universe the persistent seeking of answers
23/07/23 i'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies, i'll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife
19/07/23 real world application this real world application that shut the fuck up
10/07/23 all roads that lead to you as integral to me as arteries that pump the blood that flows straight to the heart of me
09/07/23 they say that the world was built for two, only worth living if somebody is loving you